I'm lonely.

I miss home. I miss my family. I miss my life where i'm familiar with the surroundings. I miss been carefree because i know there's always someone for me. i miss my fatty and my lil' R. I miss everything. I miss him.

I'm scared. I'm scared of driving without knowing the laws. I'm scared of driving into the night. I'm scared of getting lost, beating around the bushes and not able to find my way home. I'm scared of not knowing what to do. I'm scared of this sense of lost.

I'm confuse. I'm confuse with the sunshine and the darkness. I'm confuse with the chilling breeze all day long. I'm confuse with the streets. i'm confuse with the coins. I'm confuse with the lifestyle. I'm confuse of been so confuse.

I don't belong here, do i?

Or, do i?